I still think it’s up to me, I still feel guilt at times...
Father I need you I know this but right now i don’t feel it. Come change my heart, I give you permission to speak and do what ever you want in me. I trust you and i know i need you, come make me new again. Oh faithful one from of old I’m never out side of your love or you pleasure or your approval... Thank you for holding me, soften my heart again work in me the knowledge of you, teach and show me what life is all about.